I've been out of town for the past 4 days, because my mom wanted company while she dealt with some things in a university. For herself, by the way, not for me.
Seeing how busy she was, I started to think... and became somewhat depressed. OTL
I just realised that the path I'm going to take after this will make me very busy for the rest of my life. Not to mention the fact that I'll probably need to devote all my time to what I'll be doing next.
Maybe it's time I give up on drawing indefinitely?