Jonquil

I've been out of town for the past 4 days, because my mom wanted company while she dealt with some things in a university. For herself, by the way, not for me.

Seeing how busy she was, I started to think... and became somewhat depressed. OTL

I just realised that the path I'm going to take after this will make me very busy for the rest of my life. Not to mention the fact that I'll probably need to devote all my time to what I'll be doing next.

Maybe it's time I give up on drawing indefinitely?

...Growing up sucks.

Yes, title is relevant.

In A Slump

I don't know why, I'm just... so not in the mood for anything.

I can't even draw anything.

Or study.

Or even think about anything important.

Man, this feeling is horrible. I want it to go away.

I can't even finish colouring this. Look at the sucky colouring job. Augh.

Sorry I haven't been replying.

I can't- in this mood.

Even playing games won't make me feel better. /sigh

Colouring Is Torture

Last week, I had school on a Saturday. It was some sort of carnival, I had to literally run around the whole school. I didn't even win anything. Curses. Anyway, on Monday morning, our Principal announced some very displeasing news.

1. There's school this Saturday.

2. Parent-Teacher meeting on Friday

3. Reshuffling of classes to be done in a few days.

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You can imagine my displeasure. But then, yesterday, I felt feverish...

That girl is not me. I'm not a boy either.

...but turns out I was just having a simple heatstroke. /sigh

Yeah, I didn't get to go to stay at home for a day like I would have liked.

Gah! My eyes hurt and my head is pounding like crazy, I can barely think!

Oh yeah, my brother bought a plushie!

His naming skills need work, he said he named him 'ball' because the plushie is spherical. Lovely.

He didn't get it. Ah. So pure.

What am I doing trying to corrupt my brother!?!

Here's something more serious;

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I want to be better at colouring.

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