Green eyes

 

Bunneh boy.

idk, i like purple hair.

Jonquil

I've been out of town for the past 4 days, because my mom wanted company while she dealt with some things in a university. For herself, by the way, not for me.

Seeing how busy she was, I started to think... and became somewhat depressed. OTL

I just realised that the path I'm going to take after this will make me very busy for the rest of my life. Not to mention the fact that I'll probably need to devote all my time to what I'll be doing next.

Maybe it's time I give up on drawing indefinitely?

...Growing up sucks.

Yes, title is relevant.

Head sketches

Horoscope Is Bull, But...

Stolen from Ai-nee..

ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world..


TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!


GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.


CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!


LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.


VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.


LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with…you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring..


SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.


CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini’s in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.


AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out..


PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

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I am a Sagittarius. Let me see.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

EXCUSE ME I AM VERY LOYAL THANK YOU VERY MUCH. Also- I've been called a prude before...

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find.

First one is kinda true. I sometimes don't think things through before doing them. But high appeal? ಠ_ಠ Uhh. I wouldn't say that.

Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. 

Not sure about that, but I would like to be in long relationships, yes. Not random flings or just for fun dating. I'm not cheap.

So much love to give.

My brother will testify. He hates my hugs, though.

 A loner most of the time. 

Oh. Eheh. True.  I don't really like crowding.

Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.

I'm a martial artist with a bad temper. Yes, I will not take crap, but I try not to get offended easily...

 Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. 

Like a best friend of mine puts it, "It's hard to see when you're in love, cause you... don't seem to act any differently."  To be honest, I'm just shy.

Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person.

Sorta claustrophobic, aculuaphobic, arachnophobic, demophobic (actually, pretty much hates crowds, not fear them. Kinda like Hibari in this sense) ... and more. Like I'll tell you the full list.

Defends loved ones with all their abilities. 

Truth here. Not my fault if you pick on my friends.

Can be childish often. 

Heh... Maybe? I've been told to 'act your age' countless times already.

Not one to mess with.Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. 

First is true, but maybe I'll just ignore you if you annoy me enough. Pfft- pretty? If I were to claim that on the streets, people would laugh. Romance is not my department. Though it seems that people seem to think that I think romantically (lol what). Eh... isn't it just proper etiquette to be nice to everyone you meet?

Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.

Not sure about the love part, but I'll admit to be on the silly side. Sweet and fun... I wonder, really.

 Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! 

Of course, this thing can't actually be measured, right? Appeal. What appeal? I'm laughing my arse off right now because of that.

Most caring? Aww, that made me blush.

Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

I did a spit take at that- that bed comment. Wha- really- wha- I- Whaaaaaaa- Idon'tevenwannathinkaboutit. 

Crying? But I don't hit that hard. D:

... I might bite, though.

My Way Of Spending New Year

I just finished watching the first and second seasons of Sengoku Basara.

And I think I'm in love. Deeply, deeply, DEEPLY in love.

How do you spruce up something that's basically history? Easy; add ninjas, pirates, over-the-top people screaming bloody murder all the time, and GUNDAM.

Oh, and you can't forget the ghey. Lots and lots of ghey.

Yukimura: Thinking of Masamune-dono has suddenly brought back my strength!

and

Sasuke: (to Yukimura, about Masamune) So you've fallen for him. And he for you.

and also first episode;

Yukimura: (falls to his knees after battling Masamune, his hand trembling) My chest- there's a weird, burning feeling in it.
Sasuke: So, he, er, lights your fire...?

Also; Sanada Genjirou Yukimura really really is passionate about a lot of things, like Date Masamune and his OOOOOOOOOOOYAKATA-SAAAAAMAAAAA!!!!!!!

I've also found new respect for Kira Yamato's voice actor for being Sanada Yukimura's seiyuu. And T.M. Revolution.

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It's easy to tell who my favourite character is, right? Ahahaha.

I'm Being A Sap Again, Excuse Me

"I want to be a part of the National Geographic Society when I finish school. But with my grades... Nevermind. What do you want to be when you graduate?"

I was just flipping through my school planner for 2010, and saw a sketch of this guy that was in the Photography Club (not the one above).

I remember him saying that he failed lots of subjects- all of them or something; and he seemed to be really sad about it. He also said;

"Bet it's okay for you, since you're smart and all. Must be nice."

But dude, I just told you I failed Add Maths for mid year exams. Lol. Something seemed to click in my head at that moment, and I hesitated before answering. It was something of an epiphany, I guess. I don't know. I couldn't understand even now. So I answered him;

"You're kidding me. I'm the laziest my the class!"

He hummed and looked at the passing cars, seeming to be deep in thought.

To make it more manga-esque; the wind was blowing really hard that day. Lol.

I told an acquaintance about it. She got angry.

"That jerk!" She said.

"Doesn't he understand? How hard people work to get good grades, to do better in life! To realise their dreams!"

I don't understand what she's angry at.

The only thing is that I can't forget what he said.

"Must be nice..."

No, Dear. I'm Still Angry.

Someone I whipped up totally randomly. Considering on naming him Corin Chase or something.

I actually wrestled my brother for an optical mouse. Ffffff.

He got it back in the end, anyway. Only managed the head.

Drawing faces heading the same direction is an awesome way to tell if you've made any progress in drawing! /shot

Yeah, that's totally bullshit.

Also; ending of Togainu no Chi had me going like;

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

AKIRA IS DOING WHAT I DON'T EVEN

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

Of course, the title is referring to the Togainu no Chi ending.

Having Fun

Click to enlarge.

Yes. I ship them. Even if they're my own OC's. jakjkszhgfnlk I don't even.

Buuuuuuh.

I feel like drawing girls now.

School Ends; But The Fight's Not Over

Today, the juniors had their yearly feast.

And that alone, left me feeling kind of nostalgic, since it struck me hard; I won't be coming back to school next year. I'll take the final exams and then wait a few months for the results, get a car licence, apply for college or university or matriculation programmes or overseas programmes if I'm lucky enough. Ah well- I can go back to school to take STPM, but that is not an option. I don't want to, and it seems that the program is as hard as any other program. Which is not a good thing.

But that's another story. The thing is, as I was walking down the hallways of the second years' building and saw and heard them shouting, running, eating and generally having fun, I just thought that I would like to be middle school student again for a day, maybe. Seeing their faces - looks of utter joy - made me wish I wasn't growing up so fast.

I'm turning 17 on the 27th of November, and I'll be registering for driving lessons. Dammit, some of my friends are already driving to school! asdlkqhukjsrfd Can you tell I'm jealous beyond heck?

I can still remember the first time I stepped through the gates of that school. A mere 13 year old who had just finished elementary school. I was amazed, overwhelmed, frightened and most of all, excited. As I skimmed through the booklet given to new students, I felt nervous- wondering if I would be able to handle studying there, since the school was ranked in the top ten school of the district- It was hard to get in.

And when tomorrow ends, I'll have completed my 11 years of compulsory education.

Over the years I've been in that school, many things have happened- some drama here and there, some idiotic things...

There won't be ceremonies or anything grand like that, we just go to school like normal, sit around, maybe see some teachers and say our goodbyes and go home when the bell rings.

This way, we don't feel as sad. 

Though seniors are usually given a piece of paper with words of encouragement and the likes from the teachers. Now that made a lot of people tear up, and I will admit that I cried when reading it.

It's not good to be too emotional, right?

I'm the melancholic type.

I'll miss being a high school student.

They say your personality is shaped at school.

I wonder if that's true.

Work Work Work

I am currently amusing myself with how much work I can get done in a day while sick. Apparently, not much. Up there, I have Italia Romano illustrating a typical day; work.

Ah well, I keep getting sick this week.  I would like to blame the weather, please.

With a few months to go till the big exam starts, I'm quite behind on my studies. Granted- I got an average of 70 percent - Grade A by national standards for the mock exam, but I still think I need to work harder, haha. The doctor said I keep getting sick cause I was in constant nervous-state. Well then.

I also have seemed to gain a few kilos. ;_; /tends to eat when nervous

I- I need to stop eating. And stop panicking. Haha. Hahaha. Ha.

I want to be able to wear short shorts like that. ;A; (well, not outside, obviously. Still.)

That is Craig, by the way. She's trying to look cute.

Allison: Give it up, Craig, you still look like a boy.

Craig: You could have at least pretended that I looked cute. -huffs-

Allison: I could have. Yes. -looks uninterested-

Craig: ...Bastard.

While we're on the topic of clothes- It was the Seniors' Prom and Graduation Night last Tuesday.

Everyone wore such beautiful clothing~

But there was this one guy that was out of place.

He actually wore a cowboy outfit.

The theme was 'Spring'.

More randomness.

Well, need to sleep now.

Hetalian Magnet

GerIta! Lol. Do they even look like Germany and Italy? orz

Of course, on lined paper, since I drew this during free period at school. I was supposed to be writing that 350-word essay I was supposed to hand up today. I ended up sketching lots. And because I'm starting to feel like this blog of mine stopped being a sketchblog, haha.

And Spamano~ Of course, more sketchy than the GerIta one, but not drawn on lined paper. I'm inconsistent like that. =3=

Also, this is pretty late; but the title's referring to one Vocaloid duet song by Megurine Luka and Hatsune Miku. >3< Just because, I'm putting a male-laden cover instead.

Disclaimer: The video is not mine, and that youtube account is not mine.

Though I really wish I do.

Sick, Being Stalked... The Usual

The day after I wrote the last blog, I got the flu. Then it evolved to be a cold.

Now I can barely walk and my movements are limited. Walking down the corridor at school feels like hiking up a steep mountain. And I had physics exam earlier this morning. Joy. I really don't know if I wrote the right things in the right places. <_<;

You know it's bad when you feel so sick you cry tears of pain, right?

Stupid school with stupid 'No re-taking exams even if you're sick' policy.

I'm grateful I can actually type. But this sense of weakness is hurting my pride as a martial artist. And well- apparently I still can hit pretty good when I'm sick. According to my friends, that is.

Also- I realised that one of my blouses are missing. A bra too.

I seem to have gained a stalker. A very creepy stalker that steals my clothes. What the hell.

Nightmare Fuel aka NGE

So, barely a month after finally getting over my two-year long depression over things that have been happening in my life, I finally convinced myself to watch Neon Genesis Evangelion. Ya know, the one show that's been out for like- 14 years ago? Yeah, I'm late into fandoms. Really late.

Two words;

FREAKIN' AWESOMEEEEE!!!

At least the movies are. The anime actually mentally scarred me somewhat- haha. ;_; Now I really appreciate my  family. Seeing the cute little Ikari Shinji so broken like that makes me want to cry. I pity him. He's just 14- the same age as my brother and wow- what a load of responsibility. He's such an extreme doormat too. Poor kid. I wish I could just give him a hug. Or get him a therapist. (Actually, therapist don't seem to work on me, so I doubt it would work on him...)

Or maybe a different father would suffice. His suck.

Also, I'm finally understanding the whole "(insert action) WHILE I PLAY UNFITTING MUSIC" meme.

Talk about unfitting music. <_<; Really, GAINAX? A children's song while EVA Unit 01 eat an Angel that looks somewhat human? That's downright disgusting, man. Though the unfitting music in episode 9 is just hilarious. Interpretive dance. I was like what the hell is this the right show pfft-

Also; Nagisa Kaworu. This guy is probably my favourite character, for some odd reason. Well- maybe because he's a pretty white haired bishounen with Ho Yay tendencies- THE POINT IS, he's cute. ;-; He doesn't get enough screen time. One episode isn't freakin; enough.

One more reason to love the Rebuild movies. <333

I do believe I should get back to studying and living like a normal person now. Being a hikkimori isn't all that wonderful- what with having people getting mad cause I haven't replied their texts and calls. Hahahaha.

Though it's kind of hard to go back to real life- seeing as in the movie, Kaworu said;

"Now then, the promised time has come, Ikari Shinji-kun. This time I will, at least, make you happy."

Ignoring the Ho Yay-ish implications in that line, he said this time? What, has the world reset itself after the events of the anime or something? I thought Hideki Anno said it's a retelling of events... Nice Mind Screw there, Anno-san.

I have sketches, but apparently my scanner's driver doesn't work on this laptop. Hnn... Need to hack into the family computer somehow...

Congratulations!

~~HAPPY EID~~

Well, it was days ago, but still. Malaysians celebrate it for a whole month.

<3

Here, have a mouse painting.

Allison's Portrait by ~rui-kari on deviantART

and the uncoloured version.

See ya all later, now.

Things I Suck At With Digital Art

That pretty much sums it up.

And more- but I'm brain-dead right now.

I wanna sleep....

Not Taking Myself Seriously

My brother found Portable!SAI.

And while it might be a good thing, I'm not that happy. orz Main reason = I can't remember all the brushes and functions. And how do you put text in an image again...?

Layers prove themselves to be useful.

Ah, it's the National Independence Day tomorrow. ;3; I wanted to draw something to celebrate, but of course I can't. hahahaha.

Cats, Cats, Cats, and Oc's

I was a bit depressed. So I doodled some.

Cats. And some of my OC's holding them. '3'

Now I wanna go huggle mine.

Scanner's Not Working

I have a mountain of homework, my scanner's not working, and I can't find an optical mouse anywhere.

Oh, what a great day.

I wonder, do cats lick people?

Because my cat, Tomi is licking my toe right now.

I wonder if he likes me or if he likes how my nails taste like.

I still love him, though.

Might not sleep today, hahah.

Pull His Jacket Off

http://www.wrangler-europe.com/en/bluebell#/slide2

I swear, this is so distracting.

Not as distracting as the last 'Pull his clothes off' movie, but still.

They're quite good looking too.

Ahhhhhh... Exams are over. Finally they're over.

Gonna go draw now.

I bet I'll have homework tomorrow. Hahaha.

I'm Going To National Service

Seriously, I'm not kidding. Hahahaha. Even when my co-curricular marks are enough to score me an A... What the hell, National Service Program? Out of the 180+ seniors in my school, I just have to be one of the 47 shortlisted people. I don't think I need that 20% bonus.

Ah well. I guess I won't be going online for 3 months when that happens.

Also, I heard they're giving you free clothes!

Excuse me, I like free stuff.

Here are some sketches, click to enlarge!

Something I doodled a few minutes before taking my Chemistry exams. I've always loved those pointy hats magicians and wizards wear.

And cloaks. Flowing robes too. They're so fun.

As for this, I've decided to colour her. Nadia has orange hair. I don't know why I did that. I hate orange. My mouse (optical mouse) seems to love the colour, though.

Four more papers left, and I'll be free for a few weeks. Then it's SPM Exam Trials - Take Two.

Gotta go study now... orz Additional Mathematics is tomorrow.